Oh what a night!!

Everything started a few years ago when Atomic Kitten released Ladies Night, I am a huge fan and well I downloaded the video as soon as it leaked since I wasn't able to see it on the telly channels because they didn't do any promotion over here. I was really excited because I love the song and when I started to watch the video I really liked it but suddenly the scenes of the strippers appeared and I was really excited and kinda shocked at the same time because I had always known that I am gay but at that time I didn't accept it and it was the first time that I saw a fit men dancing like that, I continued watching the video and the scene in which 3 men wear pink underwear appeared. I was really amazed (as any gay guy would be) but I was also scared because of how much I was loving the video as well as the male dancers so I decided that I should delete the video because I didn't want to accept I am gay + I felt scared that my brother/sister could see it. After a few years I accepted my homosexuality and now I love it so I decided to download the video once again since I am more mature now and I love being the way I am but it was kinda difficult because I didn't find it anywhere but yesterday I was able to download it and I've seen it a couple of times and I really like it; I realize it was really stupid to deny something that is part of my personality but at least now I'm mature enough to to realize that I should live my life the way I am. (I wasn't able to find pics about the dancers or the strippers but I found some promo pics for the single)
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6 Comments:
being gay and growing up is so difficult
but once you've got through it, it is all good
Yeah, I agree with you mate (Not that I'm an expert) and I hope that as soon as I grow things get better.
as my all-time fave Cerys Matthews sings "the darkest hour comes just before sunrise"
...it can only get better for you dude
wow that's a really nice phrase mate, then it's true!! :D
wow that's a really nice phrase mate, then it's true!! :D
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