A little bit of this and that

Lately my life has had loads of up and downs, as most of you know I'm REALLY excited 'cos of the Spice Girls reunion.. it's something really amazing for me especially 'cos now I might be able to talk with my mates about one of my favourite bands and they will know what am I talking about (LOL they don't know more than 5 artists on my iPod) but still they won't care and it's a bit funny 'cos online I know lloads of guys who are extremely excited about SG reunion but over here my mates are just like "Eww" or "Why do they do that after laods of years"... that's why i know they won't make noise over here but wlel they just can't understand that SG are just an amazing band for pop lovers.


Anyway besides this amazing event I've also had some "probelms" with one of my friends 'cos he's jealous about me and another guy, the 3 of us are friend but he just feels sad/jealous 'cos sometimes I get along really well with the other guy and the worst thing is that whenever we're together he acts as if everything was ok and when he's with the other guy hemoans about him getting so well with me :S but well I just won't let this make me feel down... I promised myslef I'll be stronger form now on and I really wana change.

Lately..

I haven't been feeling in the right mood for posting, I've had some changes in my personality, I decided to stop being so sentimental because it's not fair for me to feel down and depressed because of my silly social circles and also it's good to make this change 'cos I need to learn when to be sentimental. However I've been feeling a bit sad and disappointed thanks to my dad and my sister but I'm just trying to hold my head tight.. sometimes I just wish I could escape from this place.. even from this world but well I'm just trying to enjoy my life at "home" 'cos in about 1 month I'll move to mexico city for Uni and I think "real life" will start for me..

Hectic schedule

I'm sorry for ont posting here that often lately, the thing is that even though "Cultural week" is over teachers still leaves us a lot of home work and since the semester willl end in less than a month we have to work hard so I've been busy.

On monday I saw a French movie called "Ma vie en rose" (My life in pink) which is about a 7 year old gay guy named Ludovic who has to deal with all the social pressure and discrimination against gay people, it was a nice movie 'cos I identified myself with some of his characteristics but after all it wasn't that nice to see it 'cos I had to bear all the comments from my class mates who said stuff like "I'd hit my kid so hard if he was like that so that he stopped being like that" or "I'd give him cold water showers until he understand he's a man" of course I don't pay attention to those comments but well it just makes me feel like a weird bug that doesn't belong to that "united" class. Anyway life has always been like that so finally I'm learning to deal with it.

Personality test

I found this test in the blog of a friend and I think it's interesting because I love colours and this test is based in choosing colours depending on the way you feel, I think the results I got describe me perfectly, at least in this moment of my life.

General Characteristics (gray table) Tendency to stabilization + dependence on feelings + concentrationYou would like to live in a peaceful and orderly environment, in which due to a strong emotional connection with your partner and environment, you would be able to feel confident in a situation, quite satisfying for you.

Your Desired Objective His need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes him restless and he is driven by his desires and hopes. May try to spread his activities over too wide a field.

Existing Situation Working to improve his image in the eyes of others so as to obtain their compliance and agreement with his needs and wishes.

Your Restrained Characteristics You are ready to address others emotionally and be involved in their activities. However, even in a sensual relationship you don’t allow yourself a cordial attachment. You have high emotional claims and seek a close relationship which wouldn’t require any deep feelings from you, but will still allow you to feel involved.

Your Stress Sources Resists any form of pressure from others and insists on his independence as an individual. Wants to make up his own mind without interference, to draw his own conclusions and arrive at his own decisions. Detests uniformity and mediocrity. As he wants to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions, he find it difficult to admit to being wrong, while at times he is reluctant to accept or understand another's point of view.

Your Actual Problem Denotes an ambivalent attitude varying between an optimistic desire for fulfillment and a gloomy pessimism.

If you'd like to rry it here's a link: http://www.wordofmouthexperiment.com/dedpyhto/Personality-test.htm