My Girls Aloud PC game!!

During the last weeks I worked on the creation of a PC game for Computer class; the teacher taught us how to program all the buttons and everything we needed for the creation of this game and well after that we were asked to work on the desing and since I love Girls Aloud I decided to use them as the main topic of my game, it's not a really god or interesting game and sometimes the score doesn't work properly but well I'm just really happy 'cos I never thaught I would be able to do something like this, I hope you guys can enjoy it as much as I enjoy it, here's the fownload link:

http://rapidshare.com/files/23587812/der-izq.swf.html

It's a Macromedia Flash file but you can open it even if you don't have Flash installed, and don't worry ir't not a big file and it doesnn't have a virus.

My ecological house..

Yesterday I had the presentation about the enterprise I created for my Creativity class, our company is called "Bihogare" (Biohome) and well as I posted ir before I had to make a scale model of our ecological house + do the research for all the biological and organic construction materials we would use for building our houses in reality. I think my team and I did a great job during the presentation but as usually the teacher found loads of mistakes in our project, as well as on the rpojects of the other teams, but I find this quite good 'cos even though it's annoying that she doesn't recognize our effort she's just preparing us for life and harsh comments in the future.

Here you can see some pics of our house, I really didn't like the final result but I was already prepared for it c'os since we only had one evening to work on the house we couldn't do something amazing.. I don't really like it and I know I could've done something better but well I needed more time + when you work with a team you can't do things your way or take decisions all by yourself. The pics are not that good 'cos I took them quickly but at least you can get to see my job :P

Busy.. once again

As you might have noticed I haven't been around lately and believe me it's not that I like it, it's just that school is keeping me really busy once again. I had Psychology exam today and I studied the whole Wednesday, thankfully I did good on the exam. Now I have to do a scale model of an ecological house designed by my team (ME.. the rest are just lazy people) and it's not only designing the house and making the scale model, I also had to do a research about the constrution materials (Which are all friendly to the envirment) and explain why did I decide to use them, I had some "dad & son" time when I asked my dad, who is an Engenieer, to tell me the budget that would be required for a house like the one we're gonna build (It's only a project fopr creativity class, it's not that we're gonna build it for real but we need to pretend to be a real company and all that stuff) so that was nice, I thnk, 'cos I asked my dad for help which doesn't happen that often.

Anyway this project is not all because besides causing me a lot of stress and rude comments by my "friends" like "You're a nerd" or "You have no social life" because I started to plan it during some spare time at school I also have 2 exams next week + some homework to be done, I'm really sad and despressed right now 'cos besides all the problems I was having because of my situation now I have to deal with all this stress so everytime I go to bed I just feel as if I was on heaven.. and sometimes I really wish I could just stop living so that I could end all this pain.

Last but not least I'm really looking forward for the 2 weeks off I'll have after the following week which seems to be far away in time right now.

Sometimes I just think I should change my personality but I know it wouldn't be good 'cos I really need to work hard in school if I wanna achieve my main goal in life which is to move and also hard work is the only way of getting what you want in life but then sometiems I really doubt if I have a life :( .. after all maybe my school mates are correct.

No more tennis

So after a long time of feeling a bit unsure about taking my tennis classes I decided to give up on them, maybe it's not the best option 'cos tennis really helped me to feel a bit relaxed but the thing is that I realized it wasn't something that I really liked to do and I was also starting to have some problems with my dad 'cos he would always want to play a match against me and my answer was always "No" and he would get mad but at a certain point I understand him 'cos if I was taking tennis lessons it's because,supposedly, I liked it so why wouldn't I like to play against him? but the thing is that he has doesn't even suspect that I only started to take tennis classes 'cos the school psychologist suggested me to do it. Anyway I have been taking yoga lessons once a week at school and I'm loving it, I used to think it was only breathing in and out but I found out it's also a way to exercise your body so I might start taking yoga lessons at the sports club soon, I'll just make sure I can fit yoga lessons into my busy school schedule.

My life-size pop creation

Recently I posted something about this school project which involved drawing my silhouette on paper (With the help of someone else of course) and decorating it with the things/activites that I like the most. All the boys just made a collage with sports, girls, cars and underwear pics while most of the girls used make-up and clothes pics. Anyway since music is one of the things that I like the most I decided to use pics of my favourite artists, and I loved the idea since the beginning because I think this activity was great for letting us express ourselves and since no-one knows most of the artists that I like 'cos they're not promoted here I loved the idea even more; especially 'cos it was like a way of showing them a bright side of me, which is that even though they laugh at me because I love pop I just don't care.

As most of you might know I also love colours so I knew I should use loads of colours for this project, even though I knew it would take me a lot of time to cut out all the coloured sheets I decided to do my best 'cos I really wanted it to look good.

So here are the pics of what I named "POP" (A name was required as well :P)

Ahh!!

This week has been keeping me really really busy especially because of all my never ending homework; I used to go to bed at 10:00 pm (Weird, I know, but I always get up at 5:00 am :P) and I have been forced to go to bed at 12:00 am just because I have a lot of homework. This is bad if you consider that the lack of sleeping has been making me fall asleep at school but it's also good 'cos a lot of people have told me that Architecture is a really hard career in terms that you have to stay up all nights doing scale models and stuff like that so I must get used to that.

This week hasn't been good either because until today I felt depressed just for one single thing which is the fact that I don't have someone to trust over here, I've had loads of sad moments in which I just wish I could be dead because I can't be myself and some people even talk bad about me on my back just like this girl who claimmed to be my true friend (Even though she has always said that the fact that I like pop, desserts and that I'm a bit hairy is GROSS - she uses the word in enlgish-) today I found out she hates me :S

Thankfully today - for an unknown reason- I just stop caring about all those things, even though they make me feel sad, 'cos I know my life will have to flip 180° and I all I need is to "have a little patience" just ilke Take That song.

As I posted b4 I'm still working on my silhouette and if I get to finish it today you will see the pics tomorrow.

For now here's a pic that was taken last Winter at the School X-mas event when I danced !I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday" by Girls Aloud.

The first 2 guys from left to right are the most posh guys I've ever met, the one that is next to me is one of my "closest" friends(Who also dressed up as a Wisemen). Hehe as you can see we danced with black suits... narrow-minded!

After a hectic week I'm finally "back" !

Last week-end my PC broke down because of a virus so that's mainly why I hadn't been able to update my blog, I was only able to use my brother's laptop but of course I couldn't open the forums I visit because he could find out loads of things he doesn't know about me and well I couldn't check any blogs nor upload mine because of the same thing.





Anyway this week has also been REALLY stressing because I've had a lot of homework, from summing up texts about Globalization and Neoliberalism to creating a paper guy with my silhouette which has to be decorated with the things I like - will post a pic of it when it's done-. It's really tiring and it takes most of my time but it's something I need to do...





The good news are that this week also got my Uni results and I was accepted ! :D I feel really happy about it because it's something important for my future + I did it on my own which is also great, now that I thikn Uni is getting closer I get a bit scared because it also means I will have to move but it's something that will also help me in the future.

"Ahh Charles is back"

Tragedy !

Tonight was supposed to be a boring night but thankfully gay side was still active after the hectic day I had so I decided to check H Ian Watkin's official site and I was pleased to find a sexy photoshoot he did recently for a gay UK mag called Boyz, the pics are really really nice. A lot of people used to think Lee was 100 times hotter than H but I think this photoshoot demonstrates both of them are HOT.

As you can clearly see the lovely lad is no longer a hyperactive kid, I just love this photoshoot.

http://www.ian-h-watkins.com

My "gay day"

Today while I listening to the radio with my dad and sister it was announced that a member of a really famous "pop" band in Mexico and Spain is gay, this is really shocking because well the band is from Mexico and as most of you know homosexuality over here isn't accepted anyway I was really shocked 'cos while we were having lunch we were listening to the words "homosexuality" and "gay" just as if we were listening to a common word on the news like "money" that made me feel really nervous 'cos I don't really know how to explain it but well I'm gay and my family wouldn't accept it so I just felt ashamed 'cos even though they don't know about it it made me think about what could happen if they knew.

Anyway I know this could be great 'cos well it's like another step for homosexuality here in Mexico especially 'cos he's like a celebrity but after all I felt a bit sad 'cos I'm almost sure he's doing it just because soon his band is going to launch a telly channel and a new program (They have their own series) and it'll give them more rating and besides that I think it's all rushed 'cos he got married in Canada and the pics were published but I mean he's still young, I'm not sure about his age but he must be no more than 21 and at that age it's ike almost impossible to find real love especially if you're gay and famous. I'm not keen on their music because it's really cheesy (Not that I'm a music expert) but they were just the band that Mexican teenagers needed, their show talked about sex and drugs so it was really obvious they'd be famous.

Another important event on this day was that since cooking lessons disappeared from the list of activities of my school I had to sign up for acting (The most acceptable one after cooking lessons), I think it's also nice and I can also learn from that but anyway what made this first class a bit crappy is that when the teacher was talking about us the profile of an actor he said "Sometimes we have roles that are not related with us and that can make us feel ashamed but we always need to be sure about what we're doing; just as if I was asked to play a GAY character" ... there's nothing wrong with being gay, he should be ashamed for having a racist attitude towards a minor group indeed.