I like it when I discover things like this

Today I phoned a friend just to make sure he doesn't forget we're meeting tomorrow so that we can make our schedule for the upcoming semester and I also told him I had incitd one of out High School friends so that we cou catch up and he siad it was ok and actually surprised me by telling me that later other firends would arrive too. I was happy to know that because well during this long time off school I had't seen ay friends of mine s I felt good.

I think having this feeling is nice for me because I don't "live" in the street with my friends (like my brother) so sometimes I feel a bit down ecause I don't go out that much however today after my firend asked me to stay for a bit longer tomorrow so that I cold catch up with the other guys I realised it's not that I'm sick or that I'm a phenomenon, I do have friends and I could be out with them 24/7 just like my brother but because of my personality and the situation I'm going thruogh I preer to send most of my time on my own so that I can find answers to my question, questions that I can't comment with my friends because they would freak out so well I felt happy after I could find out this.

To make things a bit better today I was also able to realise I shouldn't feel like a slave of my situation, this means that I shouldn't worry to much about school or about trying to be a good guy because yeah school is important but as long as I make my best effort I'll be ok and beisdes that school isn' the only ting that matters in my future because how do I pretend to move to another country I'm awlways feeling sad or blue.. life is about balancing all the parts of us as individuals.

Yeah, I won't ever get tired of posting pics of Will Young lol but it's just that I admire him in a lot of ways.