Yeah.. I'm a weirdo

Today I had one of the most happy bad days in my life; it is weird but true. Everything started with my dad telling me that I should have a tennis match with him, I decided to take tennis lessons because my school psychologist suggested I should practice a sport when I confessed her I'm gay and my life isn't good at all, and well my dad knows I'm not that keen on sports but since he loves sports and being healthy he has always forced me to practice a sport and when I was younger I used to take tennis lessons but of course I don't remember how to play at all (My lessons will start on Nov 15th) so I said "No" and he continued telling me that we should do it but I didn't change my mind; a few hours later he told me that we should go to the movies because I had spent most of the day on the PC (He is against that) and he thinks that I should change my personality "blah blah.." and once again I said "No" because I feel comfortbale being who I am; I know that life isn't all about internet but well last week I was hardly online and I needed to catch up. Fortunately after a long time of waiting I was able to talk with two of my best mates (you know who you are) who really made my day shine; things were even better when one of my mates and I started to have some nice words and well besides that he really changed my mood with his advices (as usually) and well I am really happy because I know that even though no-one seems to understands me over here I am able to smile because of nice REAL mates like him. After I sigend out of MSN my dad came.. once again and invited me to watch the telly with the rest of my family and well this time I accepted but I will finish this post first.

I don't really know why is it so hard for people over here to have an open mentality; I feel like this right now especially because my father doesn't agree with my life goals and thinks I should change my perosnality (like the rest of my mates and my fmaily) but anyway talking with my mates always makes me feel better and I won't give up.

(S Club 7 "Sunshine" album cover; it's one of my favourite albums and the art work is really nice and makes me feel better because of the colours and the whole concept of it; it's all about enjoying life and having fun)