charles-oi

Don't expect loads and loads of updates in my blog, this is just me so lets keep it nice and slow. I love meetin' new people from all over the globe and I love music (who could live without it!).

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Extreme luxuries...

As I posted a few weeks ago someone in my school stole all of our final exams and sold them to lazy pupils that don't study, well today I was talking with a friend and he told me about one of our class mates who spent about $800 dollars and another one who spent $1,200 dollars just because they bought all of the exams !!

Money is something we all need, some people are wealthy others are not but what my friend told me just made me think it must be horrible to have that much money that you just buy everything in life in a dishonest way, I mean exams are not the worst thing in life and besides that it's something we have to do if we go to school just to prove what we LEARN not how much can we spend.. these kinda things in life are the ones that make me feel happy about being a "mature" one instead of being a spoilt or silly one like most of my school mates, even if being too mature isn't that nice for most people I think it's better at least better than being a spoilt kid who has everything.

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

So... I'm affraid girls :S hahaha

As I said a few days ago yesterday I had my interview with the Uni psychologist and I have to say it wasn't as bad as I expcted it to be.


As you might already imagine I talked with her about my personality but not focusing on the sentimental side, we talked about my "friends" who just care about getting drunk and exchanging gossip just to talk about other people so she realised that I was doing the correct thing by not hanging out that much with them but at a certain point she told me "You're just too mature you have to go a little bit down - stop being so mature ?- or go a little bit up by finding friends who are older than you, just make sure they're real friends but don't remain the way you are right now", I must say those words were a bit harsh for me because well I don't think my personality is wrong I mean I like the way I am but well maybe she's right, she's a psychologist after all.


I think everything was ok until she asked me "Have you ever had a gf?" and I replied with a big smile "NO" haha so she started to question me about it and I said "Well it's just that right now I'm not interested in having a gf because I've learnt that you need to know yourself first so that you can be loved afterwards" and silly excuses that I thought about while I was there because I really didn't want to tell her I'm gay so after more questions about it she told me that I'm affraid of going out with girls because I fear I might start a relationship with them and stuff like that so I just said something like "OH well I dunno I just don't want a gf right now" and she said "Just stop being so strict with your persnality and invite that girl that fancies you to the movies" (I told her about this girl who has been "stalking" me during the last weeks 'cos she likes me) aand I just said "Oh ok " but of course inside I was just thinking "Why can't u just guess I'm gay so that u stop saying all those things"


LOL I wonder how could Mr. Young bear all that pressure b4 he came out

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Friday, February 23, 2007

Fingers crossed!!

So I have already presented my Uni exams and I didn't do excellent nor bad either, I think I did worse on maths exam because we only had 1hr 30 min to answer it and it was on the PC but I thought they would tell us when 10 min were left but they didn't tell us so when I was trying to solve one of the difficult problems on a sheet of paper suddenly I looked at the PC screen and my answers had already been sent because the time was over but I didn't know they would be automatically sent when time was over so I didn't even have time to to choose one of the 5 options (It was a multiple choice exam) even though I didn't know the answer for some problems anyway when I finished that session I started to talk with a friend and he told me there was a clock on the top of the screen telling you how many time you had left but I was so nervous that I never saw that clock!! I felt so bad that night that I couldn't sleep 'cos I felt like a jerk but anyway it had already happened so I couldn't do anything to turn back time and after all I'm not that stressed anymore 'cos it was only an exam to show your Maths knowledge so if I'm accepted I think I'll have to go to extra classes 1 week before Uni strts which isn't that bad 'cos it'll help me to start knowing my future class mates.

In a few hours I'll have an interview with the Uni psychologist and this is also important 'cos it will show them the kinda person I am and it'll also help them to see if I can be a future student. The same day I presented Maths exam I also did a personality test which talked about religion and I didn't answer any of those options but nowthat I think about it I'm gonna tell the psychologist that I didn't answer those questions '0cos I didn't have enough time 'cos maybe if I tell her I don't have a religion she'll think there's something wrong with me and she could tell my parents about it and that wouldn't be good, I also thought about expressing my current situation (Being a lonely gay) but now that I think it over I wo't tell her about that either 'cos well it's not 100% secure and I don't want to risk my future just because of that.

Anyway I ope it all goes ok 'cos my only hope right now is to be accepted!

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Friday, February 16, 2007

Stress is back !


I returned from my holidays this Monday feeling really relaxed and fresh but that didn't last that long, as soon as I received the study guide for University exam it was all over.
Maybe the exam isn't difficult at all but I have to remember most of the math topics I saw during the last 5 years of school which isn't that good but after thinkning about it I realized its better to answer just what I really know instead of memorizing a lot of stuff which I'll forget in a couple of weeks because my career will depend on that "knowledge" so I prefer to take extra classes about the topics I need to review again. Anyway I'm really stressed because I really want to pass the exam and since I'm a nervous guy it isn't easy to handle all this stress, hehe I would give anything just to be able to fast forward time but nah.. it's not possible so I'll have to carry on with my stressed life for some days until I present the exam which is also really important for me because it's the first time ever that I present an exam which isn't part of my all life school so it's a bit nerve wracking. Hopefully everything will go the right wayand of course I'll do my best to prepare myself for the exam.


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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I'm back and.. free!! haha

Hello everyone, as the title of this topic says I'm back lol before anything else I must say I had a nice time yesterday when I was reading the comments you left while I wasn't here, thatnks a lot I really appreciate them. I wanted to post about my trip yesterday but I didn't really had time, I had to unpack all the clothes I bought (I still need to put them in my closet :P) and well I felt tired and since I wanna post most of the things that happened to me I decided to wait until today; I decided to post all those things in different paragraphs so that it isn't that boring even though this will be a long post anyway. So here we go;





The flight/my arrival




When my parents left my in the airport I was really nervous and lol since my mum is just like me she kept telling me to be careful with the forms I had to fill in whenI arived and blah blah so she made me feel even more nervous but well at a certain point I decided to stop listening to her 'cos otherwise I'd die of a heart attack haha. Everything went right with my luggage so I didn't have any problems so we started to get into the air plane, I really enjoyed the flight but at a certain stage during the flight I felt a bit dizzy and went to the bathroom just to relax a bit anyway after 2 hours of flight we arrived to Houston and as the airplane was landing I really enjoyed the view from my window seat especially because the sun light was reflected in most of the pools that some houses have so it was nice. We arrived to the airport at 2:00 pm and I registered immediately so that I could pick up my luggage afterwards and finally meet my cousin but when I was registering I was asked loads of questions about my previous visits to the US and of course I answered with the truth but well there was something wrong (I didn't even know about that at that time) so I was "slowed down" and followed a police woman who took me to a room in which there were people from all over the world (Africa, UK, France, Mexico, China, Korea :S) so I started to guess there was something wrong but didn't have a clue about it anyway most of the people that were there when I arrived had already left the room after the first 3 hours!! and new people had arrived. I must admit I was scared at all because I had no idea about why was I there, at 5:00 pm a police woman asked me to go to the front and started to interview me, she asked the same questions I was asked b4 (When I arrived) and I answered the thruth again, after that she told me to sit again and I asked her what was going to happen now and she told me "You're going to have an interview with an officer about your previous trips to the US" so I asked her how long would that take (By that time I had been there like for 3hrs. 30 min and I had no clue about what was wrong so I was frustrated and nervous especially because my cousin called 2 times and I was never allowed to use the telephone because I was under arrest!! :S ) and she replied "A couple of hours" so I was scared and took seat again. Another hour, or something like that passed, and I was finally called by an Asian police man, I entered the interview room and he warned me about lying 'cos there was a camera and a microphone and again the same questions were asked and I replied the same and started to give my explanations, I told him it was the first time that I traveled alone and all that stuff but he didn't care he started to tell me he would send me to jail and that my Visa (Like the American passport for people who don't live in the US) was going to be cancelled, he also told me I was too young to lie and stuff like that, he made me feel like trash! he also asked me to show him all the stuff that was inside my pockets and stuff like that. I couldn't stop shaking and feeling just like punching him but of course I controlled my emotions and I always replied in a polite way after 40 min of questions he told me he was going to send me to Mexico and thatI would go to jail (By that time I didn't care about that, all I wanted was to get out of there, I didn't care about my money or my trip) he asked me to go and search for my luggage and he told me he would wait for me in a certain point, after 20 min I found my luggage but he wasn't there anymore! so I had to talk with another police man and he took me again to the interview room and the Asian officer opened my bag, he checke it in a rude way he throw all my clothe to se if there was soemthing wrong but once again everything was in order so he asked me the sae questionsonce again and then told me to get out of his office so I took a seat again and waited like for 40 min again, by that time I was so tired that sometimes I couldn't help falling asleep but I tried to be strong especially because I was starving and I also wanted to cry but I just couldn't do it.





After that happened an American officer started to interview me this time, he told me it was like a trial and he warned me again about not lying and blah blah so again I replied the same because it was the truth but the thing is that dutring one of our previous trips my parents forgot to return the permission papers they give you so that u can stay in the US for a certain time so when we returned to Mexico they relaised about it and they returned them 1 year and a half later whenone of my aunts traveled but I had no idea about that, I just remmebered something like that had happened and I metioned it everytime I was iterviewed but it was worthless. So they checked their systems and those said I had been living in the US for one year and a half (The time that passed until my aunt returned those permission papers) but of course I had no dam clue about it especially because my mum was in charge of all our documents during all our previous trips but well they said that I was lying, that my English level was really fluent and it showed I had been studying in the US for that time because of my level. I explained them I had never stayed in the US for more than 2 weeks and that I had never visted a school in the US but they said I was lying so well I was almost sure I'd retunr to Mexico that day and that I'd go to jail but since I was really desesperate by that time I really didn't care, all I wanted was to get out of that place. So after the interview the American officer called my cousin and she told him the same things I had said previously but they still didn't believe us, the officer told me he deals with Mexican people everyday and that he knew how was the level of English taught in Mexico so he said mine was almost perfect and that was because I had been living in the US for 1 year and a half, I denied it because of course it's not true but again he said his systems were telling him I was lying so then he told me we would call my parents but I didn't know how to dial and he didn't know either so we tried like 5 times and it didn't work soI told him we could call my cousin and she could tell us hot to dial to Mexico so we phoned her again and she told the officer the correct phone number and after some minutes my parents contacted the offcier but of course while they talked I stayed outisde of his office. When he finished talking with them he allowed me to talk with them so that I could prove I was ok but of coruse I was as scared as a chciken!. When I hanged up he told me to go outised again and wait for him until he finished checking my papers, after some minutes he called em again and told me I was free and it was not my mistake so he couldn't blame my parents nor me for that.... it was all a confusion!!





I couldn't believe it was all over when he told me I was free, I didn't feel excited 'cos I was exhausted I mean I spent there 7 hours without knowing what was wrong and I was starving and sleepy. The whole "tragedy" ended 7 hours after I had arrived to the airport, I was out at 9:00 pm and the husband of my cousin was waitng for me there, we arrived to their home and my nephews and cousin were waitng for me so we just had a quick dinner and then I went to bed but I wasn't able to sleep, I couldn't believe I had gone thorugh all that on my own, I felt in a certain way proud because I dealed with it without my parents being there so it felt like I was already an adult! anyway I finally got some sleep and I even dreamed about the officers!





Shopping

The next morning after I arrived I woke up and was all alnoe because the husband of my cousin had gone to his job and my cousing took her kids to school so I took a shower and then when she returned I had breakfast with her and after that she took me to the mall (At 11:00 am approximately) and told me she'd be back at 4:30 pm!! LOL but I loved it 'cos I was able to visit all the stores I wanted to visit and to try all the clothes I wanted to without any hurries. When she picked me up my arms were tired as hell because I had bought loads of things and I had to carry them as I visited every shop and whenever I used the fitting rooms but of course I didn't complain about that 'cos I was getting things I wanted LOL the rest of the week was the same way, She'd leave me in the mall around 11:00 am and picked me up at 4:30 pm or 5:00 approximately so I felt like I was in heaven 'cos I could get everything I wanted haha but of course my arms and feet were almost dead :P.

Some days while I was in the mall I'd take some "breaks" by sitting on a bench like for 20 min so that I could continue shopping again, but it was funny and nice especially because most of the employees from the stores I visted already knew me so everytime I entered I'd just tell them "Hello I'm back again" or they would stare at me like saying "Don't u get tired of doing this" haha. Of course I saw LOADS of hot men/teenagers who wroked in the shops and helped me to get what I was looking for but well none of them made a move to let me know they're gay so I didn't try either because I knew it would be worthless actually sometimes I think I was too nice when I talked with them that they just replied "Yes" or "No" but well I'm a nice guy by nature and well some of them were really cute so I did my best :P.

I also saw loads of cute guys who were also buying stuff or just wandering around but the problem is that most of them were with a girl which showed me they were str8 and from time to time I also saw nice men walking but after some seconds thier kids appeared so I knew they were married :P I don't think it's a bad thing 'cos well my intention wsnt really to find someone who's gay but of course it would've been nice, anyway even if I found someone it wouldn't had been that cool 'cos I stayed there for 1 week so by now it all would be over.

Here are some pics of the mall, I took them on Friday just after I bought the memory stick for the camera and unfortunately I don't appear in any of them because while I was there I was on my own so I could only take pics not appear in them, I thought about asking my nephews to take some but to make things even worse the battery was flat so whenever I took a pic I just turned it on quickly to shoot it and after is was saved it would turn off, anyway I hope u guys like them:






(The first 4 ones were taken outside the mall while I was waiting for my cousin to pick me up, the whole concept of the mall is really nice because it's as if you were in the wood, the last one was taken in the bedroom where I stayed while I was there u can see some of my acquisitions haha)

Music

Before traveling there I checked the webs of some stores which sell CD's and I did find some Steps albus as well as Spice Girls ones (US versions of course) but when I visted those store they didn't have them, the only thing I could do was to roder them but that would take like a week and a hlaf and I didn't do that 'cos can make it here on amazon.co.uk so I felt a bit sad and find it a bit weird especially because I found some A*Teens albums which are as old as Steps albums but anyway the only music acquisition I got was Natasha Bedingfield's DVD live in New York which is only sold in the US at the moment because of her success over there.

In other news I was on cloud nine the first day I went to the mall because the first store I visited was Abercrombie and they're always playing like a medley which comes on a CD which is distributed to all their stores and after some minutes I entered the store "Something Kinda Ooooh" by girls Aloud stared to sound and I couldn't help singing it haha, 100 minutes later "Red Dress" by the Sugababes was also played and I got excited once again, I returned 2 days later and that time they played "Feels so Good" by Atomic Kitten!! haha I was really happy but not that excited 'cos it had already happened to me a few years ago when I was in san Antonio Texas and I entered to GAP they played "Fool No More" and "Whereever Your Heart Beats" by S Club 8 so I already know how it goes, the DJ's in charge of the music for stores knows the artists but it's not that they're promoted in the US or something like that.

Movies



While I was there I saw loads of movies because after my cousin picked me up from the mall we took my nephews to their tennis classes (They have been practising for more than 5 years) and we would spend there the rest of the day. I only played with one of them the first day but of course I sucked haha, the rest of the days I stayed in their vehicle watching movies (They rented oone every day haha) and on Sauturday and Sunday I went to the movies with my cousin and her husband so here's a short review of the movies I saw:



"The employee of the month" - This one was really nice and unny, of course it's the typical American movi but it was nice, I enjoyed it a lot especially because one of the characters is gay and there is a scene in which he's alone in his office and his palying with 2 Ken dolls (Barbie's husband) dressed up as police afficers and he sayas "Have u ever thought about kissing a man?" and the reply of the other one is "Yes" and when he's about to make the Kens kiss someone enters to his office so he dropped them to the floor, this was nice for me because as a kid I also played with Kan dolls and that scene made me remember I also had some fantasies with thme!! but of course it wasn't anything erotic, u know just attraction 'cos at that age I didn't even know about sex.

"Elsa & Fred" - This Spanish movie is really really nice because it relates the story of an old widower man and an old widow woman who are neighbours and start to fall in love as the movie develops, I thnk it's nice because well one of my bigges doubts in life about real love is how does it happen with old people and well this movie shows me that no matter your age love is a feeling you can always feel as long as you're mature and wlel it just made me feel nice 'cos I've always been scared of not finding real love.

"The messenger" - I can't exactly remember the title of this one haha because in my opinion is crap! because it's the typicl "horror" movie which relates the story of a family that moves to a haunted house in the country, the teen girl sees the "ghosts" or spirits and their parents don't believe her until one day her mum sees one and in the end everyone is happy and they have a happy life, I really think it's a crap movie because I could guess each and every thing that happened of course I got scared because of the typical horror moments which include silent periods interrupted byt a scream and stuff like that, I do't have much to say about this one.

"Babel" - I really enjoyed watching this one because the strory is really original and even though at a ceratin point my ass was hurting because it lasts a lot I really enjoyed, a part of the movie happens in Mexico and when the fist scenes appeared I really started to laugh because of the way they show life here. Of course it's real but it's not as if the whole life is like that but in the end I undersood the dierctor focues in that aspect because it's somethng that helps you to understand the other events which happens in the "mini stories" that the movie talks about. I have to say I liked it, when it was over I had loads of questions in my head about what happened with some people but after all I got the commmn idea of the movie which is to focus in the different ways in which people can live a tragedy.

"In her shoes" - This movie was also a nice one, in the beginning I felt it wouldn't be a good one because it starts with one of the main characters (Cameron Diaz) having sexual relations with different partners but when the movie finished I realised those scenes helped me to understand the whole movie which talks about 2 sisters who have opposite personalities and don't have a close relation but in the end they end up as best friends 'cos they are "untied" by blood. This one made me think about my realtionship with my brother but well maybe right now we're still young to experience those things so our situation won't change that much.




For those of you who dared to read all my revire let me say thank you, believe me guys I didn't want to make it that boring but well I just wanted to post the things that were more important for me, of course I could type much more but nah.. that will only reamin in my mind.

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Sunday, February 04, 2007

See you in one week!!


So as I posted it earlier tomorrow I'm going on holidays to Houton Texas so while I'm there I don't think I'll have time to post here nor to have "net life" but well in a certain way it's ok 'cos it's good to take a break. As soon as I'm back I'll try to post everything about it and hopefully I'll post some pics as well. The thing is that my brother, mt clever brother, lost the memory stick of our webcam yesterday while he was in apub so now I'll try to see if I can find a new opne over there so that I can take pics.. it's a bit sad 'cos I really wanted to take pics but well hopefully I find a new memory stick which will alow me to take some so that you guys can see how it was like!


So hope you all have a great time and see u soon!!

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

My celebrity Look-alike!

Not that bad in my opinion:

http://www.myheritage.com

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Friday, February 02, 2007

I can't believe it

Yesterday my dad received my credit card on his mail, when he arrived home and told me about it I was really excited, I really couldn't believe it but it's real! and I got even more exctited when I realised I'll be able to use it next week while I'm in Houston but of course I know it requires a lot of responsiblity.

Of course it was really nice knowing that but in a certain way I felt really weird, in a bad way, about it because before it all happened we were really mad at my dad because we were waiting for him to have lunch and it was 5:30 pm and he hadn't arrived, when he wanted me to go to the kitchen with him I even told my sister I would be really serious with him to show we were mad but of course when he showed me the credit card I couldn't act that way because well.. it's the first time I have one and I thought he wouldn't keep his promise but then I got to think I would feel awful if my dad is trying to compensate his absence with these kind of things such as a credit card or buying me a CD/DVD.


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Some random pop facts..

My last topic inspired me to post some pop facts which I consider quite cool, maybe some of you already know them but I just think they're cool so I'll post them anyway.


1. Lovely Emma Bunton wrote a song for the 2nd album of S Club 8 "Sundown"which reached the top 20 (Not that bad cansidering that pop started to vanish in that year, 2003), the song is called "One Thing I know" and it's really catchy, it's not a surprise it sounds as a track from Emma's 2nd album "Free Me".


(S Club 8)

2. Pop diva Kylie Minogue also decided to help Atomic Kitten by writing a track for their 2nd album "Feels So Good" which topped the charts at the same time that their "Tide Is High" was also topping the official singles chart. The track is called "Feels So Good" as well and it's really funky, one of the highlights of the album indeed.


(Kylie Minogue)
3. Emma Bunton's first solo album, after Spice Girls went their separate ways, was released on April 16th 2001 reaching number 4 in the official album charts; one year later on April 16th 2002 S Club Juniors released their first signle "One Step Closer" which reached number 2 in the official singles chart.



(Emma Bunton)


4. Rachel Stevens first solo single "Sweet Dreams My LA Ex", written by Cathy Dennis, was supposed to be a Britney Spears song because it describes her relationship with Justin Timberlake but since she didn't accept it it was offered to Rachel who made it chart at number 2 giving her an excellent start as a solo artist.


(Rachel Stevens)


5. Sugababes member Heidi Range was once part of pop trio Atomic Kitten (Considered Sugababes rivals). It all happened when Atomic Kitten started back in 1999, she left the band the same year because she didn't want to sing that kinda songs.


(Heidi Range)





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