I can't believe it

Yesterday my dad received my credit card on his mail, when he arrived home and told me about it I was really excited, I really couldn't believe it but it's real! and I got even more exctited when I realised I'll be able to use it next week while I'm in Houston but of course I know it requires a lot of responsiblity.

Of course it was really nice knowing that but in a certain way I felt really weird, in a bad way, about it because before it all happened we were really mad at my dad because we were waiting for him to have lunch and it was 5:30 pm and he hadn't arrived, when he wanted me to go to the kitchen with him I even told my sister I would be really serious with him to show we were mad but of course when he showed me the credit card I couldn't act that way because well.. it's the first time I have one and I thought he wouldn't keep his promise but then I got to think I would feel awful if my dad is trying to compensate his absence with these kind of things such as a credit card or buying me a CD/DVD.