Some updates about my life

Thankfully my exams period is over which is something great 'cos all the pressure it causes me is gone now;however the "Cultural week", which takes place every year at my school, is coming and it means one thing: hard work.

I kinda like this week 'cos it's a nice time to create projects instead of taking notes or having exams but the thing is that this time we'll have to come up with a different project/activity for almost every class... until now I've got two projects.

One for Psychology class in which we have to apply a survey, made by us, about sexuality to a bunch of people among a certain age. This one isn't that difficult but as usally I'm making most of the work 'cos my team mates just don't care about it. The second project, and the most difficult one until now, is for Creativity class; it consists in creating a new gadget along with an enterprise, pubilcity, telly commercial and decoration for a rack... once again it's team work but the members of my team haven't worked on the previous projects that we were assigned in this class so it means I'm alone once again.. so I'm already working on my own (I've decided to create a belt which can also be used as a hair band - for girls- ).

Sometimes I ask myself why do I always end up working alone when it's supposed to be a team job but the thing is that none of my class mates really cares about school and well for an unknown reason I think school is important especially 'cos its my only obligation right now and I don't wanna waste my life... maybe I'm a nerd or a geek but well I think it's quite stupid to waste your education especially if you're able to go to a school; on the other hand I think I have to get used to work hard especially if I wanna move to another country when I grow up.Nobody said life would be easy no matter how many probelms you have in your (Being hated by girls you used to think were your friends, being called mummy or dracula just 'cos you're tall and look quite pale, feeling alone and knowing a lot of people "hate" you 'cos according to them you're just too nice to be true so they think you're false or hypocrite..).

So this is all for the moment... it's not a good stage of my life but I can't think of a better solution than dealing with it even if I have to get tearful from time to time.

Once one of my favourite pics makes me think about the few good and special things in my life like being true to myself and being sentimental... it might sound silly but Will Young lyrics help me a lot 'cos I know he also had a rough time (I know he's not the only one in this world nor am I but since I love music and he produces music he's like an inspiration for me however your comments/advices, my friends, are also essential for me)