charles-oi

Don't expect loads and loads of updates in my blog, this is just me so lets keep it nice and slow. I love meetin' new people from all over the globe and I love music (who could live without it!).

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Weird is the word

So my exams are finally over but all those weird feelings you get when u live something different have been inside of me during the last days... the things is that this guy who used to be my best friend 2 years ago (my first real crush...) told me he needed to talk with me on Wednesday and well I accepted (I felt really anxious after 2 years... my heart still feels something for him but when we stopped talking - he thought I fancied my best female friend who was her gf at that time :S - ) and he told me that during all this time he had thought about things and he missed me 'cos he hadn't been able to find a friend like me, he said I'm unique and that he wanted me to forgive him and to give him a second chance, of course I said it was ok with me.
I went out with him on Friday and well I decided to tell him the truth about my feelings... I wasn't THAT scared about his reaction because he showed me he really wanted me to be his friend again so I knew he wouldn't take it in a bad way so after 20 minutes of telling him "Please promise me you won't tell anyone abut this, even if you get mad again" I told him I was in love and well he was quite shocked but he took it in an excellent way I mean it was nice because I know I'll be able to have him by my side from time to time when I feel down - as a friend of course - and well after thinking about it I felt happy because little by little I'm starting to "let it all out" even though it's not as good as it could be in my opinion.
In other news I already know how to drive haha tbh I really didn't feel like learning to do it but my parents were always bugging me with that and this time I decided to do it just 'cos I was tired of dealing with that, it fels nice and I feel quite happy about it 'cos I'm finding it really easy.
Last but not least today something new in my life happened 'cos I travelled by subway and a public bus for the first time in my life and it was quite nice, I went to mexico city with two friends of mine (none of 'em is the one I fancy) and well I was a bit scared like them 'cos it was something new for us but it was nice. We went to a museum where we saw a 3-D film about dinosaurs.
I know maybe this post is a bit long and boring but it's just that I'm feeling quite unstable 'cos of all the things I've been going through, it's nice and it feels good to "come out of the shell" but of course I knwo it's all part of the process of life so I'll take it little by little.

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3 Comments:

At 12:27 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hiiiiiii charlie! your message wasn't boring at all! Seems like youve had a great time in mexico city! would love to go their one day.speak soon xx

 
At 9:29 AM, Blogger charles-oi said...

yeah it was a nice day hehe but hey I'm sure one day you'll be here ;)

 
At 11:22 AM, Blogger muse-ic said...

excellent!

 

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