Hmm...

Today I didn't have classes however I've just returned to my "home" here in Mexico city 'cos no-one was able to bring me here tomorrow morning but anyway I was having dinner with 2 housemates, one of them has just arrived and the other one is the one who likes S Club lol, and well we were kinda introducing ourselves to the new guy and my housemate didn't stop laughing/joking about the fact that I still miss my family from time to time just because we're a stable family in all the sense of the word, his parents are divorced and he can't stand them so he laughs at me 'cos I see my family every weekend but it's not my problem the fact that he doesn't miss his family 'cos they have probelms..

At first I found this a bit sad because I was just like "Oh God maybe he's right I'm a loser " but when I thought it over I realised there's nothing wrong with it, I mean it's my family after all and it's like my root, of course as time passes by things between my family and I will change because I need to grow up but maybe right now I just love them so much because of all the things I've gone through and all the efforts I know my parents make so that I can be the person I am so now I know I should've told this guy "You know what it's not your business if I see my family every weekend, if your life is different I don't care" or something like that so that he realizes he's no one to laugh at me, I have always known this but I used to think it would be rude to act in a rude way in those situations but after all I have to earn my respect and this guy has been joking around with me for a while now so I won´t allow that to happen anymore, I'm glad I can see things this way now because it's part of growing up as a person.