Oh what a night!

LOL I'm a bit speechless about what happened to me last night, honestly, I could say it was one of the best nights I have ever had.

The thing is that, as I posted it some weeks ago, I went out with gay guy who's friend of a friend of mine and wow I just can't stop smiling everytime I think about it. He's good looking, he's a bit tall, he's got really nice eyes haha and well yeah he's got a nice personality. When he picked me up he was acting a bit girly and I felt a bit shocked but as we felt more comfortable I made a comment about his personality and he was just like "I've got loads of them lol u'll get to know them with time" and yeah I noticed he's not only "girly" as the night carried us away, we went to a very famous gay avenue here in Mexico city called "Zona Rosa" (Pink Zone). First we went to a coffee and we had a nice chat there, he told me about his gay life about the bf's he's had and well yeah I aslo talked about my gay life and stuff like that, I must admit I felt like a naive guy 'cos it wasn't only the fact that I was with a nice gay guy, it was also the fact that for the first time I visited a gay place and obviously there were loads of gay couples there and they were kisisng lol so I told him "You know what, it's the first time I see that" -referring to a gay kiss- and he was just like "Oh really?" and I said "Yes" so he aproached to me and said "Do it" ... gosh I felt really shocked and nervous and at first I thought about saying "No" 'cos well it was the 2nd time we hanged out bu I thought it over and said to myeslf "You don't have to pretend, it's not somehting rude just do it jackass" so I did it and wow I must say I enjoyed it it felt really nice hha I tried to do my best however my friend told me he prefers kisses that start little by little so we did it again :D well it wasn't like an ever lasting kiss but it was nice.

After that we went to a gay club and again I saw loads of gay couples, I got a nice feeling ad I felt good; I mea for the first time I was able t be myself without feeling worried or pressured well I did feel abit of pressure when I met other friends of my friend 'cos they were all like a bit shocked (I guess in a bad way) when they knew it was my first "gay" night ever but well I was already prepared for that so I didn't let it spoil the moment. We carried on chatting and well did hae a nce time however I know i'tll take me some time to get into the whole gay world just like my friend told me but I don't mind that 'cos it's better than changing my personality just to fit in quicker.

One thing I must say is that I really felt comfortable wth him, I mean yeah maybe it'd be obvious since it was my first gay night eer but it's not only that, I really liked his personality as well as his ideas about sex, he's careful about it, and well I kno it was my first time but I liked kissing him, lol after he left me at home I cuoldn't stop thining about it and "feeling" his lips however I don't really knnow what's in the future for us but as long as we carry on being friends I'm happy, he's the kinda guy I was expecting to meet and well it's happened now maybe in the future we'll have a relationship but I dunno (He said he only kisses good looking guys after he kissed me XD) and I prefer not to think about it, I'll let if flow the way it comes.

So well thb I never thought I'd see this day so soon so I feel really happy, I know he understood my anxiety/excitement so I'm ok with that because it has allowed me to see life in a different perspective 'cos at leats now I know I have a good friend (if nothign chnages) and well he's brought something I was missing in my life.

LOL there's no need to explain why did I post this pic.